Start the Landing Cycle

I seem to have come down from a very intense psychological high. Head racing, heart pumping, butterflies in stomach, worry, headache: + to -

I calmed down today, and felt strangely motivated and better. Still thinking too much. But not like before, when it seemed like my head was lost and my body was desperately trying to find it. I was looking at the progression of my blog posts and noticed that my writing has been inadvertently negative lately.

So I'm hoping I'll be back to my usual witty and happy self sometime soon.

I've just been feeling off. Not depressed or angry or vengeful. Just off. . . like a banana that's gotten sort of brownish but is still edible. A lot has happened, and my head feels fucked with. I feel like a different person. Completely. I just have to get used to me.

But hey, at least Christmas is almost here!