Brüno

was exactly what I predicted it would be. Swinging dicks, dildos, and embarrassed celebrities.

That doesn't mean that I wasn't shocked.

I decided to take this up, once again. Sticking to something seems to be a difficult task for me this summer. I'm focused on things that don't seem half as focused on me. There's really not much to tell, so far. I've learned a few things, but then again, every day is a learning experience for me. One thing I have remembered to do is to make sure my nails are always clean. I get lots on compliments on my fingers, but my toes still need some work. 

I also learned that getting yourself into a situation that can't turn out well is a bad idea, no matter how good it feels at first. I'm ignoring my own warnings. I try to let the hope outweigh them, and I'm usually successful. There are three possible endings: I am happy, I am unhappy, or I am indifferent. 

And I'm guessing that I won't be indifferent.

Also, I'm learning that nobody wants someone that they can easily have. Nothing is more true. 

Still obsessed with Pitbull.

He drives me crazy. He defines everything that I want, and want to be. He's the fucking shit, and I still haven't met one person that dislikes him. Even dad leaves the radio alone when he comes on. How does Pitbull do it?  Someone teach me.

Today:

Nothing